Things keep seeming very black.
I try to hold on to God.
Then they get worse.
At which point I give up.
Then God does something.
So a glimmer of hope returns (along with the guilt for doubting).
Then something else happens, and the darkness returns, even stronger.
Right now I have no idea what is going on. I can only hope God keeps a firm hold of us despite everything.
Back To The Fuchsias
14 hours ago
Just hang on to Isaiah 43
ReplyDeleteAnd James 1;5
And Romans 8;38,39
And have a bonfire, or smash up some cardboard boxes, or do something 'usefully destructive' - I find such physical venting of frustration helps!! [being a well brought up lass, i do not have a wide vocabulary of satifyiong swear words to shout , or I might do that]